Saturday, December 2, 2023

Birding in Germany

It's been about 2-3 weeks since my return from Frankfurt. Professional work aside, it was a really good nature-immersion experience. Two sites comprised the bulk of this immersion: the Palmengarten in Frankfurt (Palm Gardens) and a small part of the Black Forest where I hiked in Baden-baden.

Weirdly enough, my urban birdwatching experience in Palmengarten was many times richer than the one in the Schwartzwald. There was a stretch in the Palmengarten, tucked away at the very border between the gardens and a small public road, while walking from the children's playground to the tropical greenhouse, which yielded the richest density of urban birds I have had the fortune to experience. 

It reminded me, in some ways, of the tree outside a hotel room in Gangtok (the hotel was called Mt. Himalayan and the room overlooked a farm). Early in the morning, around 7am, that tree was inundated with hundreds of birds- warblers, redstarts, tits- it was a breathtaking sight and utterly overwhelming. The number of birds was so high and they were so active that it was impossible to focus on any one of them long enough to identify. 

My experience in Palmengarten at one point was like that- the sheer diversity, number, activity and unfamiliarity made it near impossible to do much more than to take down brief descriptions and hope to God that they were sufficient to identify them afterwards. This was also the first time I felt the need for more technology in my birdwatching: I desperately wished for:
A) a voice recorder to take down descriptions because I couldn't move my eyes away from the birds for fear that they would disappear. 
B) a camera to be integrated within my binoculars... why are there no devices like this yet? I don't want a camera with binocular-vision, I want binoculars with a mini-camera. There is a subtle, but important, difference, I feel.


The stately entrance to PG- don't these trees look rather eerie?


This Mallard duck was taking a bit of a snooze:


So many pretty flowers like this one abounded- even in the cold!


Hello fall colors! 




The iNaturalist app tells me this is a Shelgoose:


Nitish, my colleague, friend and temporary Mitbewohner tells me this is called thatha poochi in Tamil and iNaturalist corroborates, calling it "Old Man's Beard"...close enough translation.









The most common birds in urban Frankfurt- the common blackbird



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Common moorhens like this one were almost as common to find as humans, ambling along the various walkways of the gardens


These Egyptian geese were among the first exotic birds I saw at the gardens.  




   
These are both different species of tit. On the left is the Eurasian Blue Tit. On the right is the Great Tit- found in large numbers in urban parks in Frankfurt as well as in gardens in Baden Baden. Check out that little stripe down in the middle-almost like it's wearing a tie! RHS pic from Nat Geo.



The Eurasian Jay- what a striking creature! This bird kept fighting with both crows and blackbirds. Saw at the top of a large tree in the children's park at the gardens

This bird gave me goosebumps when I first saw it- this is the treecreeper. With its curved beak and sharp claws it crawls up the side of trees, looking for insects. This is only the 2nd or 3rd time I have seen this bird in my life, the first time being in the Himalayas (McLeodGanj)

The common linnet. Almost as common as the European Robin!

Oh you beautiful creature! This is the Great Spotted Woodpecker





The Long-Tailed Tit... what a tiny beak!Must be the smallest beak among all the birds I have ever seen!



The White Wagtail... I don't recall much about this bird, frankly.

This is a provisional identification: This is a willow warbler. It looks like a few birds I noticed at the gardens, but I can't be sure. Pic credit: eBird


In Baden-Baden, while hiking all over the place (I think I hiked 5h in total! I was almost light-headed with hunger by the time I returned to the town!), these birds were there simply everywhere- on the sidewalks, on roads, on trees lining the roads etc:

The male Eurasian chaffinch. The female is a duller brown/olive green. Pic credit: eBird

My eBird checklist is here. Ever since I got a certificate from a group called The State of India's Birds for my piddling little checklists, I feel compelled to create them. So, it's doing its job in motivating people, clearly. 



Finally, since we are talking about Germany: check out this flagon below. 



No, it's not a German beer... but a large steaming cup of Eritrean Tea!

Pic credits: Those that have not been credited are either mine or Wikimedia Commons

Wednesday, November 1, 2023

Farewell to October 2023

 Phew.... I am grateful to have come out on the other side of October 23 with my inner peace shaken, stirred, altered but ultimately intact. If my inner peace were a tangible thing, it would be a different color and perhaps texture, but the weight and shape of it might be the same. Perhaps it is a bit smaller than it was, but I think it is more precious in its current form.  

When I am many, many years older, I will look back on this past month and know that this was the month that challenged me the most in my perceptions of myself, my place in my family, my relationship to God, my understanding of dharma and what I can hold as mine and what I cannot. 

I also know I will forever feel proud of myself, for having handled the things I handled with grace, courage and honesty. This month forced me to think through things most people never have to face or question. And I floundered, stumbled, cried and crawled my way into a new understanding and a new peace.

The succeeding months may come with their own challenges and their own heartaches. But I think I will be able to handle whatever comes my way. And for the first time in a month, I am curious about these challenges rather than terrified. 

When next I am faced with a bolt out of the blue, may I remember this feeling of peace, joy, gratitude and curiosity and not mire myself in recrimination, anger and resentment. May I embrace my fears and my vulnerabilities and not try to shove them away, no matter how frightening they may be. 

A few things that have helped me immensely are the following:

a) Brene Brown's Atlas of the Heart 

b) Brene Brown's TED talk on Vulnerability

c) Chaturvedi Bhadrinath's exposition of the Mahabharatha

d) H is for Hawk by Helen Macdonald

e) My conversations with my friends Jhun and Shiv

f) Khalil Gibran's writings

g) Writing, writing and more writing- the only way I am able to understand myself. 

I need to thank the man for forcing me to confront my biases, implicit expectations, unspoken and swept-under-the-blanket feelings and assumptions, and to approach my relationships with him and the kids with intentionality, meaning and purpose. 

Thursday, October 19, 2023

Sudoku Excitement

 Today I used a new trick that I learned from "Cracking the Cryptic"- the Phistomefel Ring.

And I cracked a really difficult puzzle that had me all frustrated until just a while ago. 

Very thrilled with myself.

There's something called a Y Wing that I haven't yet figured out. 


Nov 1st 2023

Last night,I used the Y Wing to solve a Master-level Sudoku. 

Monday, October 2, 2023

I have my hands on the new Robert Galbraith!!

 Books on my phone currently:

A) The Running Grave, Robert Galbraith

B) The Moorehouse Family Rules, HelenKay Dimon

C) Murder at the Mayan Temple, MJ Mandrake

D) Nightchaser, Amanda Bouchet


Hmm... surprisingly not too many straight out romances, though each has a strong romance arc. I need to replenish my TBR romance pile...


I'm so excited about the Galbraith, but but but... it's a a busy fortnight, what with the kids' midterms,  lab work,  paper writing etc.  


note to self: Varsha, do NOT, for God's sake,  dive into it and forget about actual responsibilities... it's a 136 chapters,  for crying out loud... no need to gulp it down in a couple of days... 

My resolution- will not read more than 4 chapters a day,  no matter what. 



******* Post script ******
Well, finished the book in 3 days. Thankfully the kids seemed to enjoy studying by themselves. Probably appreciated the break from my exam-stress induced yellings and grumpinesses. 
(Is this perhaps a really good model to follow? Help the kids with their studies when there is no exam looming ahead, and then grab hold of a good, thick book and make myself unavailable during the exams... it goes counter to everything I learned from mom... but that may not be a bad thing, considering I have a fraction of her patience)

Straight-of-the-bat review: I really liked the book.... need to spend some time actually crafting a proper review... I have decided that the smartbitchestrashybooks.com format is what I will follow and that my resolution is to craft a well-honed review this year. 

Friday, September 29, 2023

Sudoku Woes

 I have been getting so much better at Sudoku these days that I am able to complete even the ones under "Evil" or "Very Difficult" on most online sudoku websites. Yes, I am quite thrilled with myself :)

So, thought it might be time to go back to this one and see if I could figure it out at last. 


Check out the time stamp on the top left: After 2 days and 21 hours, and on my 4th re-try (earlier 3 attempts have not been included in that time stamp), I totally mucked it up... see the 4th row, 3rd column... the only number it can take is 1, but there is already a 1 right next to it.

😭

5th attempt coming up....

Wednesday, August 9, 2023

The Migraine Ebbs and Flows

As I swing my legs from bed going from supine to upright
I know the migraine is on its way. 
 Dull throbbing to full on spite 
It’s a juggernaut that inexorably 
Moves through plane after plane 
Of my brain 
Until all my consciousness 
 And all my being 
 Is concentrated on that giant ball of ache that is my head 
 The migraine is somewhat like an old overpowering friend 
I accept and I am resigned 
To the sweeping wave 
That torpedoes away 
Deadlines, stresses, expectations, and snares 
No matter how grave. 
I go through the motions:
 I eat, I take pills
I draw the curtains and 
 Huddle within quilts 
Sometimes I cuddle my head 
Sometimes I stare straight ahead 
 When I wake up, the ball of pain is gone 
Leaving tendrils that shiver and taunt 
I close my eyes and probe 
Every part of my brain, skull and bone 
From inside and out 
I identify the tendrils 
 I picture yanking them out 
 A form of weed kill 
I spend the next hour in a state of bliss 
And feel relief for my climb out from the abyss 
Till the next visit
 I am till then fully me and mine.

Sunday, July 16, 2023

Reflections on Birding

 Have spent the week in Udaipur at Basic Health Services, going to their far-flung clinics, observing doctor-patient interactions, laboratory processes, tests done etc. I remember going off alone before on work-related trips but it's been long enough that it feels like a different lifetime (I think the last one was for a conference in 2008!)

This time, the man and the kids have been managing by themselves and I have had the opportunity to focus on work, and during my time away from the clinics, bird-watch. I am happy that I have been able to go on exploratory walks, learning about the city and its birds nearly every day. I am also glad to have been able to observe some critical growth as a birdwatcher in myself.

My attitude to birding has gone through phases, from frustrated novice to insecure and inexperienced to impatient and full of FOMO to my present state of acceptance. The greatest influence here has been the book "The Living Air" by Aasheesh Pittie. I have not read this book yet, but I read the foreword by Mark Cocker. There, Cocker describes Aasheesh Pittie's capacity to spend many hours in fascinated observation even of the most common birds (in this case, it was the dabchick, a small and rather drab, dull, brown bird in most local waterbodies that ducks in and out of water). For some reason,  this felt like permission that I could spend just as much time observing the bulbuls, tailorbirds, sunbirds and mynahs of common city life as I could spend hunting for the yellow rumped honeyguide or the green magpie in the Himalayas in Sikkim. Once I embraced this notion, all birdwatching has become precious... the time spent gazing at a crow tearing apart some food is not wasted time, but a privileged glimpse into its life. Why spend time anxious and impatient to go to exotic places to hunt out exotic species or feel like you are falling behind in your growth, when you can make your learning about what you already know deeper and deeper? Why put a price on the value of a birdwatching experience? 

With this rather mellow attitude, I have found intense joy in birding in Udaipur. I should point out that Udaipur in July, after the first wave of monsoon rains, is paradise. Its lush green Aravalli hills roll into the distance with all the professed beauty of the English or Scottish countryside, its lakes are brimming over with clean rainwater and small rivulets and streams run happily alongside country roads. It is still small by Indian city standards and birds that are now non-existent in larger Indian cities, such as sparrows and swallows, throng here in large numbers. There are farms and fields in the center of the city! There are old style constructions which allow small birds to nest within nooks and crannies. There is a prevalent culture of bird-feeding with clumps of nuts and grains or shallow pots of water left outside nearly every house.

I won't go into details about the birds I saw during this trip, but will direct you to the eBird checklists I created: here, herehere and here)

There have been two other major ways I have improved as a birdwatcher:
a) Looking at an unknown bird and considering the possibility that it is a female: We all gaze at the colors and antics of the male birds, which tend to be attractive and eye-catching. The females, of course, wear drabber colors and do not need to go through masculine antics. I saw a chocolate brown bird with bright eyes foraging on the soil of the patch of land behind the BHS clinic at Kojawada and almost fell off the terrace in my attempts to keep it within view. The feature that made me think of female birds was the fluffy patch of reddishness near the vent (which is a fancy way of saying butt), and which is a distinguishing feature of the male Indian robin. 

Female Indian robin. Image from https://ebird.org/species/indrob1/IN-RJ-UD, Rahul Singh

The bird above is smaller and plumper than the ones I saw, but you get the idea. With bated breath and slightly trembly fingers, I looked up pictures of the female robin and was thrilled to find it was the same. I have since seen the female multiple times and always feel a sense of kinship. 

If you would have watched me, some years ago, go through hours and hours of all sorts of mental acrobats before figuring out a particular bird was a female cuckoo, you would get why the ability to reasonably quickly identify a female robin thrills me no end. 

b) Breeding plumages of birds: Near where I stay is the Ayad river. It's a bit of work to birdwatch here because of the insane number of flies that buzz around you all the time, trying to sit on your eye and mouth and disgusting things like that. It's because of all the trash that is thrown on the banks, and the smell doesn't help. But in my new, all-accepting avatar (may it thrive and grow!), I (wo)manfully ignored all this and spent a good long time on either side of the bridge staring at the water. I came across one fellow with the most splendid beak- pale blue near the nose, then a splash of bright yellow and a black tip. The beak threw me off. If I hadn't observed the beak, I would have said, "Ah, Mr. Pond Heron, nice to see you here" but the beak suddenly made him look a far more sophisticated specimen than the homegrown little fellow who fishes in my backyard open drain in Bangalore. I was like, "Could you be a relative? Are you a subspecies found here and not in Bangalore?" But turns out, this is what pond herons in the breeding season look like- their beaks become brighter and have these starkly beautiful colors on them!                                      


The pond heron doth clean up but good for his lady. Pics from Wiki Commons

I find bird watching astonishingly meditative. One has to be fully in the present. Any distractions, and you could lose sight of the bird forever. It is deeply restorative for the spirit- there is something very healing in being able to observe a bird crooning to itself or its young ones, or engaging in aerial displays just for the sheer fun of it (last evening I saw a flock of swallows zooming around at top speed swerving and veering, much like young boys on motorbikes doing wheelies), or raucously calling to its friends (yes, parakeets and babblers, I am looking at you, you noisy creatures) or being deeply paranoid about its young (red wattled lapwings, if you don't want people to find your eggs, don't lay them next to the road and then spend the next few hours shrieking at everyone). There is a sense of being part of something larger and realizing that deep, true and real worries and feelings are almost exactly the same regardless of whether you are a human or a bird.